Don’t make me choose

I don’t want to take responsibility

I’m not sure if I’m ready for a fight

I don’t want to take the plunge

Nor do I want to run off into the middle of the night

I want to be here and be with you

I want to be there and with them

I’d rather be out there doing what I can

I don’t need to be lying and crying in my bed

I know i’ll lose my mind if I lock myself in the garden shed

Instead I choose to take control

As I try to keep the peace inside

Keep my mind in its box

And Appease my soul

But this I know

I’ll do my damned best to

Let love fill any empty holes

(And wash my hands down whatever road I go…)