Got carried away… 

On a wave you might like to say.

At peace with myself for a couple of days… 

Almost forgot who I was, 

Until the ones I loved just pushed me away.

Forced me to remember that the real me is too much for anyone to cope with; 

Especially those who know me far too well,

It’s the basic precept of my character that created me this living hell.

A place in which my true soul can only sometimes dwell.

Time to turn it down again; Beat it back beneath the swell